So I have no idea how I blogged every day on Xanga back in the day because apparently it's impossible for me to do it now...
I promise...
I really will try to be better...
So let's see, there are about a million things going on right now but seriously when it comes time to blog it just gets hard to think of them.
Things with Nathan and I are good. One of the things God has been working with me on is being happy and finding joy in the now. I can get in the habit of thinking... well when we move or well when we get out own place or well when we have kids or well when we have money.... we'll do X, Y or Z.
I'm constantly trying to remind myself that by doing that I'm missing out on a lot of the great things happening NOW rather than later. and actually... It's been working pretty well. I feel much more content lately. Yes, there are still lots of things I want but not so much that I spend all day dreaming and not enough time living.
I've also been working on being happier for people when they have the things that I want. In the past I would maybe be like 90% happy for them and 10% jealous... ok maybe 70% / 30% haha but lately I've been blocking out the jealousy and just working on being 100% happy for them and know that the blessings are coming for Nathan and I.
well I guess that's all for now.... see you tomorrow.... maybe... ok maybe not tomorrow.... uh.... see you....sometime
